Sunday, July 30, 2006
A very sad day
Today I took the hand of a wonderfull man and he walked me through the doors of the funeral home where Cryssy will be soon. Rick, this wonderful man has held me tight and held me up as I try, to get through this time. There are no words to describe how bad this hurts. I think the pain is same no matter what age a child suddenly leaves this earth. My children are great and we hold each other up during our hard moments and hours.
Cryssy went to sleep and never woke up again. All I can think is I was not there told her during her last breath as I was for her first. I was totally unaware as she slipped from this earth into the hands of God. I can not explain how bad that hurts. She died Sat morning around 3 I am told and yet it will be at least Wed before I will get to see her face. I prayed so hard God don't let it be my Cryssy. I just want to feel her soft little hands and feel her arms around my neck. This can never be again.
All I can think is God enjoy her for I will have to wait until I leave this earth to feel her arms again. I know that you guys are praying for my family and all I can say is please don't stop. This next week will prove to be the hardest I have ever lived.
Cryssy went to sleep and never woke up again. All I can think is I was not there told her during her last breath as I was for her first. I was totally unaware as she slipped from this earth into the hands of God. I can not explain how bad that hurts. She died Sat morning around 3 I am told and yet it will be at least Wed before I will get to see her face. I prayed so hard God don't let it be my Cryssy. I just want to feel her soft little hands and feel her arms around my neck. This can never be again.
All I can think is God enjoy her for I will have to wait until I leave this earth to feel her arms again. I know that you guys are praying for my family and all I can say is please don't stop. This next week will prove to be the hardest I have ever lived.
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